这句话我以前并不赞同，现在有一些同感。什么时候用呢？别问我，因为我还没试过。曹操当年一代枭雄，心狠手辣滥杀无辜．．．他到底是不是在地狱受苦我不知道，可以肯定的是，历史中有他的名字，遗臭万年也好，流芳百世也好。他还是一个反面教材，历史中的一个人物。回到现代，这一类型的人大有人在。如果你能够不择手段，六亲不认干出一番天地，我虽然讨厌你但是我还是会欣赏你够绝。绝情绝意．．．我办不到，但是我起码不再那么妇人之仁了。所以我的那一句应该叫宁教我负某些人，莫教某些人负我。先别担心我会不会受天遣，如果真的有报应也是应该的吧。我有报应但是我不会让那些一样值得有报应的人好过。同归于尽，痛快痛快！！！
ＰＳ:这个文章并不是针对任何人，而是我纯碎的一个思想。如果有一天我的确如此，你们就当认识错我这个人吧。
Saturday, 31 May 2008
没有常在心的第三天
或许还有人不知道谁是常在心，她是linda 钟嘉欣...在溏心风暴中她就是常在心。现实生活中有很多人的生活和她一样那么倒霉...但是值得欣赏的一点就是她没有被人生中的大大小小挫折击败。戏如人生这一句话并不是人人都认同，一些人会说戏散场了一切会回到现实。我并不这么认为，如果凡事都从坏处想，哪你为什么还去看下去？你明知道是假的，但是你还是被戏中的感动情节影响。说了一大堆废话，是时候回到主题了...今天是一个快乐的一天，我终于勇敢的踏出第一步，把心中的痛楚解决了。人类就是那么犯贱，没跌过痛过是不会长大的。我所跌的这一跤虽然很痛而且付出了一些代价，但是我却看透了一些东西。你对别人仁慈，就是对自己残酷。对不起，好好先生已经死了，你要在这个世界生存下去就必须要残酷一些。不是教你去特意杀人放火，而是教你不要再那么单纯。好心必有好报并不是人人都得到。先别误会，我不是教你暂停做好事，但是如果你的坏运连连，不要怨天忧人。在你最伤心的时刻，谁最关心你的是你的知己。反而一些平时对你嬉皮笑脸，但一有事情发生就一走了之那些。你不能怪他们，你反而要感谢他们...感谢他们磨练你的心志，他们教会了你什么是现实，什么叫友情。没有他们，你那里知道谁平时对你最好的。哈哈，在说下去人人都会说我是发疯了。可以告诉你，有时疯人讲的东西比你还有道理，疯言疯语和讽言讥语， 那一个比较好听呢？一个纯碎为了践踏你的自尊心的话，说好听些是坦白，难听就是你连粪便都不如。我回敬你一句，你很完美吗？ARE YOU FUCKING HOLIER THAN THOU!!!...
Friday, 30 May 2008
compilation of words of "wisdom" from jon
"Sadness is an unique feeling, without it you won't cherish happiness." When I first heard it, I was taken aback...BANG!!! It was just like a bomb exploded in my mind. Now this words are providing me a sense of solace.
"...this experience is like an ogre axe, it increases your hitpoints so that you can take more damage next time" I sort of agreed but I asked for a new Heart of Tarasque as my old heart is damaged...lol.
"sometimes you just want to blame someone but then you realised you can't because you are not super right and they are not super wrong as well" Tell you what Jon, I've already knew that but the problem is CAN I APPLY IT???
"there are better girls out there" Haha is this a joke? If they are so good, wont they be all taken away? Now the biggest problem is when will that happen and will I ever have the courage when I meet one again?
the best one so far from Jon...here it goes..."you gotta take this chance to improve yourself. Prove that you are better than what they think...physical, mental, emotional" You're damn right Jon!!! time for some gayness...you're the meaning of my life, you're my inspiration...from Chicago.
Next time if anybody is in need of some advice or words of "wisdom". Jon is the man for you!!!
Jon Lee for President of USA(Unhealable Sickness Association)...anybody agree???
"...this experience is like an ogre axe, it increases your hitpoints so that you can take more damage next time" I sort of agreed but I asked for a new Heart of Tarasque as my old heart is damaged...lol.
"sometimes you just want to blame someone but then you realised you can't because you are not super right and they are not super wrong as well" Tell you what Jon, I've already knew that but the problem is CAN I APPLY IT???
"there are better girls out there" Haha is this a joke? If they are so good, wont they be all taken away? Now the biggest problem is when will that happen and will I ever have the courage when I meet one again?
the best one so far from Jon...here it goes..."you gotta take this chance to improve yourself. Prove that you are better than what they think...physical, mental, emotional" You're damn right Jon!!! time for some gayness...you're the meaning of my life, you're my inspiration...from Chicago.
Next time if anybody is in need of some advice or words of "wisdom". Jon is the man for you!!!
Jon Lee for President of USA(Unhealable Sickness Association)...anybody agree???
没有常在心的第二天
心情已经渐渐平复，或许泪水已经流干了。 我做了一些很不该的东西，但是我真的不知道还可以做些什么...该哭都哭了，该说的也说了...我很想往前走，可是每当我做每一件事的时候，我都会想哭...我的心真的很痛...谁可以医治我的痛楚? 人人都说时间可以冲淡一切，但这一刻我还是放不下。我知道这么做对某些是不公平的，但我不是圣人，我只是一个普通的人...我已经厌倦了当好人...这个坏人就让我来当吧！这个世界或许就是这么残酷，我一直以来想信的理念已经背叛了我。我不想再当一个没人会欣赏的好人，一个人人都不放在眼里的无名小卒。有谁曾经把我认真看待过呢？我此时此刻并不厌恨任何一方，我只怪我自己那么无能，应该做的事我却没去做，不该做的事我却全部做齐了。我一经没有能力再面对某些人...请原谅我的无能...就让我自己默默承受吧。
没人欣赏的无名氏。
没人欣赏的无名氏。
Thursday, 29 May 2008
1st day without Elise
29/05/08
Rainy Day
12:02 pm
The sky is unusually dark the moment I wake up...it was like the world is gonna end soon. I had very little sleep with my heart aching the whole night and the worse thing is that even tears failed me...not even a single drop shed...WHY? I guess its rather hard to pratice what you preach...I told myself a dozen times that this is nothing to be sad about. Well my mind says so but certainly not my heart it seems...suddenly yet another song emerged in my mind...happy ending from Mika.
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
I wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I
guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but
a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story
that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
sums it up perfectly isn't it...
Rainy Day
12:02 pm
The sky is unusually dark the moment I wake up...it was like the world is gonna end soon. I had very little sleep with my heart aching the whole night and the worse thing is that even tears failed me...not even a single drop shed...WHY? I guess its rather hard to pratice what you preach...I told myself a dozen times that this is nothing to be sad about. Well my mind says so but certainly not my heart it seems...suddenly yet another song emerged in my mind...happy ending from Mika.
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
I wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I
guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but
a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story
that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
sums it up perfectly isn't it...
Für Elise
I'm really sorry to abuse this wonderful title from Beethoven.
Dear Elise,
I'm glad you found your moment of bliss and happiness. Please stand firm and take all obstacles coming your way on the chin. Life is supposed to be beautiful not like what you had in mind. Please stop judging your existance in this world cause it is not up to you to judge...it is in His hands. What I wanted is just a smile on your face...the same smile that captivated me...I'm sorry I cant provide that...I wish only the best for you even if it means sacrificing me myself.
The happy memories with you will be ingrained deeply in my heart no matter how insignificant and short it seems. One day I shall recall this sweet memory with fondness when I'm old and weak and pass on to my grandchildren should I be blessed to have any....
For the moment, I only have few wishes that I hope only you can grant me. I hope that you will have true happiness with whoever you are with. I want to see you smile again from the heart...can you grant me this wish??? That everlasting smile....
Anonymous.
Dear Elise,
I'm glad you found your moment of bliss and happiness. Please stand firm and take all obstacles coming your way on the chin. Life is supposed to be beautiful not like what you had in mind. Please stop judging your existance in this world cause it is not up to you to judge...it is in His hands. What I wanted is just a smile on your face...the same smile that captivated me...I'm sorry I cant provide that...I wish only the best for you even if it means sacrificing me myself.
The happy memories with you will be ingrained deeply in my heart no matter how insignificant and short it seems. One day I shall recall this sweet memory with fondness when I'm old and weak and pass on to my grandchildren should I be blessed to have any....
For the moment, I only have few wishes that I hope only you can grant me. I hope that you will have true happiness with whoever you are with. I want to see you smile again from the heart...can you grant me this wish??? That everlasting smile....
Anonymous.
A candle at its last moments....
Dear Lord,
What've I done to deserve such fate? Things that I've been believing all this while have not stood me in good stead. In times of adversity I've been strong and unwavered in my belief that this is just part and parcel of life and I should just knuckle up and soak it up...it seems I'm very close to breaking down. No matter how brave a face I put up in front of people and act like I'm very tough but the naked truth is that the countless obstacle I faced had not toughen me up. It has just weakened my resolve...I hate to admit that I'm fragile but this is what I am now. Feeling totally defeated and discouraged that I had screwed up again!! I've always tell the others to always look on the bright side of life but in the end can I do it myself when it matters??? Why is all this happening to me at my weakest state??? Is this what You had in mind for me? I've had enough of dissappointments...can I at least have something going my way for once in order for me to regain my foothold. What did I do to deserve all this? Can someone please tell me that this is just a nightmare that I will wake up from it soon.
Dear Lord, please answer to this souless human...don't give up on me...give me another chance to prove my worth. I've been aspiring to be a candle that burns brightly for the rest...but now who's gonna be my candle when I needed light. I don't want to be in this darkness...please bring forth light!!! Please grant me a moment of bliss to savour...I don't want to leave this world without any sense of
achievements...I don't intend to die a pariah...ALL I WANTED IS JUST A FUCKING SIMPLE
LIFE...can YOU grant me that???
Souless.
What've I done to deserve such fate? Things that I've been believing all this while have not stood me in good stead. In times of adversity I've been strong and unwavered in my belief that this is just part and parcel of life and I should just knuckle up and soak it up...it seems I'm very close to breaking down. No matter how brave a face I put up in front of people and act like I'm very tough but the naked truth is that the countless obstacle I faced had not toughen me up. It has just weakened my resolve...I hate to admit that I'm fragile but this is what I am now. Feeling totally defeated and discouraged that I had screwed up again!! I've always tell the others to always look on the bright side of life but in the end can I do it myself when it matters??? Why is all this happening to me at my weakest state??? Is this what You had in mind for me? I've had enough of dissappointments...can I at least have something going my way for once in order for me to regain my foothold. What did I do to deserve all this? Can someone please tell me that this is just a nightmare that I will wake up from it soon.
Dear Lord, please answer to this souless human...don't give up on me...give me another chance to prove my worth. I've been aspiring to be a candle that burns brightly for the rest...but now who's gonna be my candle when I needed light. I don't want to be in this darkness...please bring forth light!!! Please grant me a moment of bliss to savour...I don't want to leave this world without any sense of
achievements...I don't intend to die a pariah...ALL I WANTED IS JUST A FUCKING SIMPLE
LIFE...can YOU grant me that???
Souless.
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