I have been true to myself

And the relief was immense. Even thought the regret of not actually trying hard enough still lingers on...

I learned a great deal of what not to do, and most important is to be myself. There is no point to portray an image that is not true to the others. I still carry many flaws with me. But there is one thing I know, I am willing to bruise my head again although the answer is clear. Man, I am stubborn and that is truly me!