The sight of me playing piano in a professional manner will be akin to me suddenly knowing how to dribble a football like ronaldinho...watching people playing piano...those that can really...seriously play is a sight to behold.
The melody a piano made is captivating (of course after tuning), it strikes a chord with the rythm in your heart. Canon in D is one such heavenly tunes. It seems although ze germanz are stiff and cold but certainly not their classical piano music.
I have always wondered, what if I can play piano properly...I have a good piano at home mainly for my sis. She literally lost interest with it after 2 years. Guess it requires patience and hard work to really master the piano. But once you mastered it, the rest is history.
The surprise genius is however my youngest brother, he picked up piano in a flash and in a sudden manner, yiruma songs are vibrating smoothly in the background. Geez, how I envy such natural talent...what is my natural talent? Finishing a full bowl of rice in 30 seconds? (a not so proud record that started from young)
Friday 9 July 2010
Tuesday 8 June 2010
寂寞，动力
当其他人睡了，唯我独醒，
当其他人走了，唯我还在。
寂寞，不是颓废的借口，
更不是放弃奋斗的理由。
休息为了走更长的路，
走那遥远的人生道路。
动力，是向前的火车，
是身心疲劳的强心剂。
寂寞，动力，
因为寂寞，
所以要有动力，
搭上动力火车，
打破寂寞，
离开寂寞。
--冒牌诗人敬上--
当其他人走了，唯我还在。
寂寞，不是颓废的借口，
更不是放弃奋斗的理由。
休息为了走更长的路，
走那遥远的人生道路。
动力，是向前的火车，
是身心疲劳的强心剂。
寂寞，动力，
因为寂寞，
所以要有动力，
搭上动力火车，
打破寂寞，
离开寂寞。
--冒牌诗人敬上--
Thursday 6 May 2010
fool again
Sometimes it is not up to me to decide what others may think but to be misunderstood as trying to show off makes me look like an utter fool. A fool that has to steep so low just to impress? Well, it is not the first time that my image has taken another dip, not that many people would care though even if I protested. Once a thief, always a thief. For once I would like to be the one that is shouting thief at the other person.
My parents taught me to respect others because by respecting people you gain respect as well. While I am notorious of trying to be sarcastic and therefore the rebuttals I get are duly deserved. What I did not expect is that to be treated as a fool. Totally pissed that I was labelled as trying to show off. Me for the record always hated arrogant and show off attitudes, so to be labelled as one really hit me in the groin.
I deserve punishment if I started it, but to be so misunderstood...I don't know what to say to conceal my dissappointment. Am I that bad a person? It's like nobody believed what I said because of me always saying things with different meaning. I felt like a fool, a fool that was hit and went begging for more.
My parents taught me to respect others because by respecting people you gain respect as well. While I am notorious of trying to be sarcastic and therefore the rebuttals I get are duly deserved. What I did not expect is that to be treated as a fool. Totally pissed that I was labelled as trying to show off. Me for the record always hated arrogant and show off attitudes, so to be labelled as one really hit me in the groin.
I deserve punishment if I started it, but to be so misunderstood...I don't know what to say to conceal my dissappointment. Am I that bad a person? It's like nobody believed what I said because of me always saying things with different meaning. I felt like a fool, a fool that was hit and went begging for more.
Sunday 18 April 2010
The big "lamer" theory
I actually stared at this blank page for few minutes before any words can come out of my mind. Maybe my penchant for listening to sad songs while blogging has blunted my thoughts. Who knows what leads to what?
Ignoring the small disturbances earlier, here goes! First of all, weather has for real turned GOOD again. That sounds lame to many, but I myself thinks that a good weather is partly responsible to a happy day. Hence a pretty glorious BBQ session was held. Although sunlight was too bright for my eyes' comfort, it was nevertheless a long awaited arrival of the REAL spring!
Not everything is rosy though, that-senior-who-talked-too-much Nick has been sorely missed on eating-out sessions. What heralds is an era where the crappy conversations held are lesser in quality in comparison to the previous era. Sarcasm is clearly not the same again without Nick because my brand of sarcasm is a bit to the cold side as claimed by many. I hope that helps a little in this upcoming warmer climate. Nick, we miss your high quality lame jokes! What do that mean? His jokes are lame, but still better than mine!
More often than ever, I think I attracted more irk than laughter. The entertainment business is clearly not for me judging by the vibes I received. Gosh, now I pity those who have to please the crowd to get a living. Where are we now? Yeap, about me trying to be funny but turned out a bit of a loser. Why can't I just shut my gob? Beats me really...talk less = less error but I think I had enough of the quiet image for 10 years from 7 till 13 years old. I guess I got the disease where my breathe will stink if I talk less.
Yups, off to rinsing my mouth with listerine...my siblings will so love it when they read this. They always greet me with this sentence:"have you brushed your teeth?" Then continued with "better not because you will waste the toothpaste!" What follows is that annoying laughter that goes on and on. Hey suddenly am I some sort of joker to my siblings or what? Well, well, at least I still have 3 little rascals that appreciated my humour...
A final note to my unlucky readers, thanks for tuning in to the big lamer theory. Oops I mean big "lamer" theory because I am not that lame when compared to my dear old friend lim.
Ignoring the small disturbances earlier, here goes! First of all, weather has for real turned GOOD again. That sounds lame to many, but I myself thinks that a good weather is partly responsible to a happy day. Hence a pretty glorious BBQ session was held. Although sunlight was too bright for my eyes' comfort, it was nevertheless a long awaited arrival of the REAL spring!
Not everything is rosy though, that-senior-who-talked-too-much Nick has been sorely missed on eating-out sessions. What heralds is an era where the crappy conversations held are lesser in quality in comparison to the previous era. Sarcasm is clearly not the same again without Nick because my brand of sarcasm is a bit to the cold side as claimed by many. I hope that helps a little in this upcoming warmer climate. Nick, we miss your high quality lame jokes! What do that mean? His jokes are lame, but still better than mine!
More often than ever, I think I attracted more irk than laughter. The entertainment business is clearly not for me judging by the vibes I received. Gosh, now I pity those who have to please the crowd to get a living. Where are we now? Yeap, about me trying to be funny but turned out a bit of a loser. Why can't I just shut my gob? Beats me really...talk less = less error but I think I had enough of the quiet image for 10 years from 7 till 13 years old. I guess I got the disease where my breathe will stink if I talk less.
Yups, off to rinsing my mouth with listerine...my siblings will so love it when they read this. They always greet me with this sentence:"have you brushed your teeth?" Then continued with "better not because you will waste the toothpaste!" What follows is that annoying laughter that goes on and on. Hey suddenly am I some sort of joker to my siblings or what? Well, well, at least I still have 3 little rascals that appreciated my humour...
A final note to my unlucky readers, thanks for tuning in to the big lamer theory. Oops I mean big "lamer" theory because I am not that lame when compared to my dear old friend lim.
Wednesday 14 April 2010
One moment frozen in eternity
day after day, friends come and go, what remains is this moment frozen in eternity...
Day after day...
Day after day,
the sun rise and fall,
while I stare at the wall,
then cometh another day.
Day after day,
I grow older,
but not necessarily wiser,
then cometh another day.
Friends come and go,
I write about them in my diary,
so that they remain in my memory,
I hope they remember me wherever they go.
Friends come and go,
some went back home for good,
while someone is gone for good,
I hope they remember me wherever they go.
Day after day,
friends come and go,
hopefully they will drop by and say hello,
and make my day a beautiful day.
the sun rise and fall,
while I stare at the wall,
then cometh another day.
Day after day,
I grow older,
but not necessarily wiser,
then cometh another day.
Friends come and go,
I write about them in my diary,
so that they remain in my memory,
I hope they remember me wherever they go.
Friends come and go,
some went back home for good,
while someone is gone for good,
I hope they remember me wherever they go.
Day after day,
friends come and go,
hopefully they will drop by and say hello,
and make my day a beautiful day.
Friday 5 March 2010
矛盾，主见，信任。
举步不定，思前顾后。最后显得我没主见了。原来，我也是需要他人的信任与包容。信任并不能随意得到的，而是要像挣钱那样一仙一仙赚回来。我身边的人几乎都没对我保有什么希望，多数的人被我搞得彻底放弃了，放弃了唯我重任。我不能再自我瞒骗，我行我素了。这世界不是为我而转的，所以除了改变我没法子了。给我时间与包容，我要赢取你们的信任！
Tuesday 2 March 2010
Trust
Trust me. No more letting go, time to gain trust and shoulder responsibilities.
Twenty four reasons to admit that I'm wrong
With all my excuses still twenty four strong
With it 24 NOs:
No absolute stubborness
No bullshitting
No christianity
No drugs
No excessive spending
No farting(joking)
No gluttony
No happy go lucky
No itchy mouth
No joking(but more farting)
No kaki botol
No lanci others
No messing with shit
No naughtiness
No obligation to please others
No procrastination
No questioning stupidly
No reasoning with blockheads
No smoking
No taking anything for granted
No unhealthy food
No vengeance
No wasting
Twenty four reasons to admit that I'm wrong
With all my excuses still twenty four strong
With it 24 NOs:
No absolute stubborness
No bullshitting
No christianity
No drugs
No excessive spending
No farting(joking)
No gluttony
No happy go lucky
No itchy mouth
No joking(but more farting)
No kaki botol
No lanci others
No messing with shit
No naughtiness
No obligation to please others
No procrastination
No questioning stupidly
No reasoning with blockheads
No smoking
No taking anything for granted
No unhealthy food
No vengeance
No wasting
Sunday 17 January 2010
When? Soon...
Mummy always asked me this whenever on video call:"When are you going to finish your studies?" My standard answer would be:"Soon! It will be done in a few months time." "When are you coming back home?" "Soon." Without me realising it, it actually rhymed with my name. It actually originated from Nick, he was randomly asking me when am I gonna start my bachelor thesis and knowing me so well he answered for me as well. Soon is your answer right? When? Soon !? Well, I think I gotta need a quick image makeover or whatever before the lame joke becomes a reality.
On a side note, since this post is heading the lame direction. I might as well offer up my ultimate lame joke of the day. It so happened my sister was chatting with me on msn voice call with restaurant city on the background. Out of the blue she said:"看到他们吃着烧鸡，好像很好吃酱。我看到都很想吃，哇又上多一盘了。" Within a second, I was laughing non stop at her random thoughts. Why was it so funny? Maybe talking to your younger sibling and listening to some words only said by that certain age group is a very joyful moment. Once a while, it is good to be a child again...
When are you gonna stop cracking lame jokes and wasting people's time watching your column? Soooooon...I promise that will be the last...wen soon really signing off...
On a side note, since this post is heading the lame direction. I might as well offer up my ultimate lame joke of the day. It so happened my sister was chatting with me on msn voice call with restaurant city on the background. Out of the blue she said:"看到他们吃着烧鸡，好像很好吃酱。我看到都很想吃，哇又上多一盘了。" Within a second, I was laughing non stop at her random thoughts. Why was it so funny? Maybe talking to your younger sibling and listening to some words only said by that certain age group is a very joyful moment. Once a while, it is good to be a child again...
When are you gonna stop cracking lame jokes and wasting people's time watching your column? Soooooon...I promise that will be the last...wen soon really signing off...
Friday 8 January 2010
Home of 2010
My home sweet home in malaysia. How I miss you. Can I warp back to and fro between malaysia and germany just like the cool teleporting scenes in star trek. 7 a.m. nasi lemak and teh tarik at the nasi kandar sedap just a few streets away from my house. After breakfast, with my winter gear all ready then poof. I find myself in front of eupener straße fresh and ready for vorlesung. Heute lernen wir etwas über Teleport. Lunch time...hmm tough choice. Since I only have 30 mins, a quickie in Secret Recipe(1Utama) or fresh hotdogs in NY city. I think I need some starbucks as well for it is a well known fact that lectures are absolute boredom. After class? You sure bet I have plenty of options to wind down. For a start, a short walk in oxford street then followed by some quality tea time at the Alex Cafe overlooking the Alster lake in Hamburg. When the sun sets, I still can make it for dinner at home in malaysia. Mum's cooking is always the best. On second thought maybe I should drive over to SS2 for supper. Hold on, why do I need to drive when I can teleport? If the nights in malaysia are too warm and humid to sleep comfortably, I still have my dog's nest in germany which is currently in it's coldest winter ever. My new year resolution: keep dreaming till the day it becomes a reality. Afterall, I am nothing but a dreamer!
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