The memoirs of imperfection

I looked at your direction,
you paid me no attention,
was it all my imagination,
or just mere hallucination.

I have an ambition,
but lacking in motivation,
to put things into motion,
and gain recognition.

I needed salvation,
and also appreciation,
but with sudden inspiration,
I wrote this memoirs of imperfection.

Rainbow is a vision,
as well as an illusion,
If you have determination,
Visions will come into fruition.

Words falter without action,
Actions falter without direction,
with so many complications,
It is indeed the memoirs of imperfection.