Tears in Aachen

星期六 24/5/08 雨天

用" 平凡的开始，戏剧性的结束"这一句来形容我今天的经历是最贴切不过了。正当宁静的一天就要平安的度过的时候，我在10点钟听了 David Cook 的一首歌...the time of my life...刚开始听并不觉得有什么不对劲，但是听久了渐渐有了共鸣。在反复的重播下，我的情绪开始波动了....第一珠眼泪落下来了....最后一次流泪也是去年九月份的时候了。滴答滴答...我心中一直在挣扎...我不想哭...不能哭！我重复了好几遍...可是一切都是白费的....随着音乐的陪奏，我已经躺在床上哭泣了....不知不觉那首歌已经重播了两个小时.....

心情稍微平静后，我鼓起勇气将所发生的事情告诉 jon，毫无保留....12.30 enoch和jon硬把我拉去酒吧....或许他们知道了吧。 大约1.30酒精开始发作了....在 jon和enoch的耸甬之下....我放下了剩余的面子，泪水又失控了....好久也没哭得这么爽快....哈哈! 相信你们一定会问我为什么哭呢....

Time Of My Life – David Cook I’ve been waiting for my dreams To turn into something I could believe in I’m lookin’ for that magic rainbow On the horizon I couldn’t see it Until I let go Gave in the love Watch all the bitterness burn Now I'm coming alive Body and soul Feelin’ my world start to turn And I'll taste every moment And live it out loud I know this is the time This is the time to be More than a name or a face in the crowd I know this is the time This is the time of my life Time of my life… Holdin’ onto things that Vanished into the air Left me in pieces but Now I'm rising from the ashes Findin’ my wings and all that I needed Was there all along Within my reach as close as the beat of my heart And I’ll taste every moment And live it out loud I know this is the time This is the time to be More than a name or a face in the crowd I know this is the time This is the time of my life the time of my life… Now I’m out on the edge of forever Ready to run Keepin’ my feet on the ground My arms open wide Facing the sun And I’ll taste every moment And live it out loud I know this is the time This is the time to be More than a name or a face in the crowd I know this is the time This is the time of my life… More than a name or a face in the crowd I know this is the time This is the time of my life… This is the time of my life… Time of my life…

或许没人知道为什么....唉，我的眼泪白流了。